if time is endless

what is the point?

my eyes are blind and my brain is numb

yet i am awake and aware

my mind has been freed

there is only one thing that i truly want

all i need

yet i cannot have

i will try to stay patient

but i know i will fail

though i try and try i still cannot make

the right thing to say

wait and never get to hear the words i love

wait and watch as the world moves on

oh, what a sad mess i have become

i really want to cry, but i can't

there are tears that will never fall

there is not a single moment that will matter

i just wait and watch the time run down

day after day